About two months ago my spiritual coach suggested that I express my creativity by creating an inspirational pamphlet. I was more than a little daunted by the idea but I felt an amazing flow of energy after I started working on it. I continued to feel the vibrancy of that energy as I designed the layout and jotted down messages that I received from my Soul. A few weeks later I showed the pamphlet to my coach who then suggested I start a blog. Although I was hesitant about taking such a public step, I kept the flow going and got the blog set up. Before I knew it, there it was...my blog...on the Web...for all who wished to see. Previously I had hoped that my journey of spiritual growth could happen under the radar and now it was becoming clear that hiding was not part of my Soul’s plan for me. Slowly but resolutely, fears and insecurities crept in. I listened to them, stepped away from the blog and consequently blocked the flow.
In addition to that, I had an oddly insatiable drive to search the internet. I wasn't looking for anything in particular but I went from one article to another trying to find it. Funnily enough, it's quite hard to find "it" if you don't know what "it" is. After a few days of this experience I realized what was happening: I had been avoiding doing work on my blog by surfing the web. There was nothing intrinsically wrong with searching the web - the problem was that I was using it to substitute for true connection with my Soul. You can imagine how successful that was. This explains why regardless of how many seemingly interesting articles I read, I continued to feel dissatisfied.
Needless to say, once I figured all of this out I immediately started working on my blog. As soon as I did, I felt as if someone beamed a powerful, happy light on me. I felt absolutely amazing and (warning: TMI approaching) all systems are go! I'm back on track!
This is the message my Soul gave me during this process:
I know you better than you think you know yourself and I love you far more than you can imagine. I am part of you and will be with you every step of the way. Because of that, anything that I lay before you will bring you more joy than any other thing possibly could. Even if the process seems daunting, the growth that comes from stretching out of your comfort zone is worth it. The amazing possibility of assisting at least one other person on their journey is worth it. And the absolute joy you will feel while following My Guidance is worth it.
Thank you and may God bless us all!